October 2009
This weekend should be amazing.
I’m so excited! So tomorrow after class I’m going to Jessie’s house to sleepover. We then are gonna get ready and meet up with her friend to go to a party with UIC people. Which reminds me, I need to get cash…But we might end up sleeping at her friend’s house, depending on how tired/fucked up we are. Then on Saturday me and Jessie are going to Amber’s to meet...
I feel bad when he calls to hang out and I have class. I would love to just not go and spend the whole day with him, but I can’t. He won’t let me and I won’t really let myself. We both know I need to get through school with good grades. I might see him tomorrow night. He asked if he could pick me up after class and we could hang out and then he’d drop me off at home....
Halloween should be amazing.
Going to the Drag Parade is Boystown with Robin, Daniel CeeJay and possible Jessie. CeeJay is 21 so there will be booze involved in all the partying. I can’t wait. We are gonna have so much fun. Everyone will be dressed up and partying. :]
A message from the past that will no longer be...
Dear sam,
I love you. Ur the best wife ever. Ur my sexy older man. I’m not a lesbian. Ima gay man. :] muahaha. “I love ur pouty lips.” Hah I claimed them! Ur knees are hot. Thts why I claimed thems. I rest my hand on ur knee. Can’t wait for Santi! I feel bad for ur aunt&cousins. lol. Anywhoo…
I love youu.
Ur younger woman,
Maddy.
As confusing as you are, I wouldn't trade it for...
1 tag
I'm glad that my boys from long ago managed to...
Moe. Birko. Marcos.
Homework:
Photo- Midterm (10/27)
FInal project proposal (10/27)
English- Memoir first draft (10/27)
Philosophy- Read Sigmund Freud (10/29)
Art history- Art Institute paper (10/30)
The most perfect afternoon I've had in a long...
Even if it didn’t last as long as I wanted it to. Any amount of time with him is amazing.
A message from the past that will no longer be...
Dear sam,
I love you. Ur the best wife ever. Ur my sexy older man. I’m not a lesbian. Ima gay man. :] muahaha. “I love ur pouty lips.” Hah I claimed them! Ur knees are hot. Thts why I claimed thems. I rest my hand on ur knee. Can’t wait for Santi! I feel bad for ur aunt&cousins. lol. Anywhoo…
I love youu.
Ur younger woman,
Maddy.
If tomorrow goes the way that we planned, it is...
One-on-One time with his is my favorite. We can be real with each other and just relax. Plus we haven’t done it in a while, so it’ll be nice to catch up and see what happens.
My hair smells like hookah. Kinda nasty, but I'm...
Looks like it’ll be a morning shower before I’m out the door to the darkroom for the day.
So for Halloween I wanna take a bunch of pictures...
“Seahorse governments need to do more to help their single teenage fathers.”
– Robin
I love the way he makes me feel when he holds me...
I’ve never felt safer.
I’ve missed his hugs a lot. I got one today and it felt so good. Of course there is more that I missed doing, but there were too many nosey people around for any of that. Just feeling his wrap his arms around me was more than enough…for today. He was also wearing his glasses today, which he doesn’t do that often. I remember the first time I saw...
I haven't talked to Marcos in forever.
This is really nice. I’ve missed him.
Fuck, now I have a late fee on my Museum Pass and...
Now I owe $2. Boo!
I love talking to him for hours.
When he runs out of things to say, he gets all cheesy and cute :]
Wow. You're amazingly boring.
Tired, but I don't know if I wanna take a nap.
I can't drive down Lake Shore Drive now without...
It used to be because of the freedom I felt driving towards downtown, now it’s because of all the memories I have at those beaches. It’s been a great couple of months.
